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Wednesday, February 25th, 2004

Time:1:57 pm.
Mood: sick.
W = 113

Again just filling in time here. I feel like I am writing in this way too much. Oh well, whatever.

Went stationary shopping this morning with Denae. We went to Officeworks but it was surprisingly overpriced compared to usual so we headed down to Chadstone and got our stuff from K-Mart. I got a few good specials and whatnot so I should be set for the year now, because I don't take many notes, rather just comprehend alot while still tuning out. Weird way to work, I know, but it does work for me, and I passed everything quite fine last semester so I shouldn't have any problems if I continue my ways, although I have told myself to read more of my texts out of class time. Anyway, we stopped for lunch in one of Chadstone's many food courts before heading home, and Denae criticised me for my choice to not have Hungry Jacks and find something without meat instead for lunch. Whatever. Apparently Loz cracked it at my mum for wanting to have chicken on her sandwich too, saying she is not a good Catholic if she eats meat for lunch, well Lauren, you want to follow the Ash Wednesday rule but you don't take yourself off to Sunday mass? Yep, you're SUCH a great Catholic too, one could say, if you're going to be such a stickler for the 'rules' like that.

I have spent the last hour or so ruling red margins in all my notebooks because I hate books without margins and the books I bought didn't have margins. WOW, wake up Kim! How boring am I talking about my STATIONARY?! LOL, I like stationary shopping for some weird reason, but geez it's a boring thing to write about.

I'm feeling pretty crap today, this cold is annoying the hell out of me and I'm sure I'm going to have a hard time speaking to customers at work this evening. Oh well, they will have to deal with it. I also have to call up at around 3:30 and make up an excuse that my car won't start and I'm waiting for the RACV because the idiots at Deakin have changed class signup for my Maths classes from yesterday morning to today...at 4 P.M. And, as some of you know, I start work at 4 P.M. on a Wednesday afternoon, so i'm pretty mad atm. Julia will undoubtedly get cranky at me for saying I'm going to be running late, but hey, what can you do when your car has a flat battery? LOL. Hopefully I can sign up quickly and be on my way to blasted work ASAP.

'Brunch' on Friday morning that Beck organised as her thing to do before uni starts back should be interesting. I don't want to eat at 10 A.M. but whatever floats her boat. And tomorrow morning I see $90 go down the drain for my priviledge to park on Deakin grounds. I gave mum $70 every fortnight all last year to put aside for uni expenses and now she won't give me $90 out of it for my parking permit, which is a bit unfair in my book. She won't even give me the $13.10 I spent on stationary today. No wonder I'm hesitant about buying my textbooks.

Well I'm going to get going, Mum has just made me a drink because I've started coughing like crazy. With any luck, they may send me home early from work too! I doubt it though.

~Kim out.
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004

Time:5:54 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Bitch Lauren quit her job because apparently everyone there are cows. She should have fit right in. I bet she's just missing lounging around in bed all day. Now Dad is mad and Mum is worried about her. Blah. Fun times in our household.

Anyway, took myself off to Southland today to get away from the moping from Loz and scored a nice plain top to wear to the bookshop job til we get polo tops (can't wait for them). Don't you hate the way clothes are different when you get home? Like it looked grey-black in the shop and when I got home Loz and Mum said it was more green. But back in the bedroom light its grey again. Blah, oh well. It's a versatile top and good value for $15.

Better go as Loz is trying to park/start my car and having great difficulties (eg. blow up the motor type issewes). ~Kim
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2004

Time:2:13 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Bloody Bolt losing my journal entry. I copied it but forgot about it and copied over it. Duh, Kim. Anyway, I'll try and remember it.

OK, so I got woken up just after 1o this morning to the sound of my mobile ringing, pick it up in a grumbly, croaky, 'I've just been woken up thanks to you' voice, and find out that the Bookshop at uni wants me to work there, so "hell yes, for $17 an hour and a quicker trip to the USA, sure I will start training next Friday!". Well, that is what I wanted to say, in retrospect, but of course, being the snooze head that I have become this past month or so, all I said was "Yep, sure". Oh, how professional of me. Anyway, that's that.

Went to Denae's last night to plan the shopping list. We wanted to go down to Wavo and shop last night but NOOOO, Beck wanted to go home and watch Nip/Tuck instead. Blah. So now we have to have the great pleasure of going down to Ashwood at 1 P.M. on Sunday afternoon and battle the gauntley that will be the carpark and the queues. We shoudl go to Wheelers Safeway instead, but NOOO, Beck wants to show off by getting PA-ed down. Blah to that. Blah to her. After Beck left, Amelia, Denae, and I played a bit of Extreme Makeover, critiquing eachother and moving fat around eachother's bodies with words, lol. Fun times. It will be replicated for the camera after a few Midori and lemonades down at Torquay. I'm also bringing our sombrero to Torquay, no way am I going to get sunburnt again. I don't care how much of a fool I look like, at least I won't peel as much as Phillip Island. Eew.

Anyway, I'm super bored. I hate waiting around for work. I'm going to go now.

Kim out. ~Kim
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Tuesday, January 27th, 2004

Time:3:38 pm.
Mood: ditzy.




This is the photo I'm using for MSN atm, and this is Tina's reaction:



Tina says:

HOOOOOWWWWW CUTE.

Tina says:

OMG.

Tina says:

HOW CUTE.

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

what?

Tina says:

IS THAT YOU.

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

YES IT IS

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

IM MEANT TO BE SLEEPING

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

lmao i love your reaction

Tina says:

OMG. I WANT TO SQUEEZE IT UNTIL POOP COMES OUT.

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

lmfao

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

rofl

Tina says:

omfg. its you?

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

yes

Tina says:

i abuse rofl.

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

lmao i abuse lmao

Tina says:

OMG.

Kim>>>The cause of suffering is desire...Now I am a failure; Donna Hay is a bitch (17 days til I'm 19) says:

omg that is a hillarious reaction

Tina says:

how cute.

Tina says:

I WANT TO SAVE IT.





and after a bit of convo, this comes out:



Tina says:

OMG. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO HOLD YOU UNTIL YOU CHOKE.

Tina says:

OH GOD.



LMFAO, at least I know I was a cute baby.
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Time:1:48 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Donna Hay is a bitch. Why did she wrte a recipe for cookies that turns to slop in the oven? Cow. I wasted my time and money. Bitch.

Loz started work today, WOOHOO!!!

I'm scanning in photos and looking forward to Derek FINALLY showing me his.

"Tina (1:49:36 P.M.): I hope he gets aids." In regards to Shane. LMAO.

I see David has sold his car for a late 80's bomb just so he can go to China again and bring his gf over. He has got to be kidding. Oh well, that's some good gossip for Mum when she gets home!

~kIM OUT.
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Friday, January 23rd, 2004

Time:2:30 pm.
Mood: silly.
You ain't cool unless you've been to..the..COOLROOM!!!

My Dad is 60 today. What a Grandpa. Old codger.

~Kim
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004

Time:6:05 pm.
Mood: cynical.
And Loz gets a job at Land Rover and the parents are over the moon. Someone's going to be a success in their eyes because she gets a full time job out of high school and doesn't spend 4 years slaving away uni. What a loser I am.

~Kim
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Monday, January 19th, 2004

Time:6:53 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Any ideas for where to go/what do to for my birthday? Meh, me either.

~Kim
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004

Time:5:32 pm.
Mood: tired.
Hi! Just came back from Phillip Island from an overnight stay with Amelia's family. Am super sunburnt. Oow. My back hurts really bad and my shoulders too. Why can't my legs tan? Blah.

Called in sick to work due to wanting to stay at the beach for longer. Bitch Julia wants a doctor's certificate. Oh well, at least I will actually GO now for those month-old problems. Lol.

Have to get the car tomorrow. It finally got fixed and now my bonnet won't blow p in my face unexpectedly. No more Kim living on the edge while driving! Lol.

Came on too late to catch any of my reg chatters, oh well will speak to them tomorrow. Woot. Whatever happened to woot anyway? No one ever says it anymore. Mum came home and cracked it cos I went online before washed my bathers. Blah to that.

Better go Loz will surely kick me off in a sec and I'm feeling ill. For real this time.

~Kim
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Monday, January 5th, 2004

Time:3:13 pm.
Mood: pleased.
<3 Derek. He is such a sweetheart.
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003

Time:10:35 pm.
Mood: worried.
Written 24 hours or so ago...

The roads are unusually dead:
As dead as I feel,
As dead as I hope to God he's not.
I drive at a fast, yet permissable speed:
A speed which my thoughts are racing through my head at a similar rate,
A speed at which depressive thoughts in extremities are obviously racing through an unknown's mind in an unknown place.
I arrive at my destination 10 minutes earlt:
Great, more time to mull,
Great, more time to kill.
A series of wake up calls:
Wake up! You're way too involved!
Wake up! Even your friends are spotting your mood problems!
Wake up! Someone's probably stealing something as you think!
Wake up! What is HE doing in your car at 11 P.m. on a Monday night? Why did you drag him in here?
Wake up! It's been near 3 months now, they're NOT going to offer him his job back, hell they're not even covering his shifts.
Wake up! Put the book down, turn the T.V off, oh yeah and the stereo, and GO TO SLEEP!
Wake up! It's 20 to midday and someone's just started yelling (welcome to my house).
Wake up! He's NOT going to be online after last night's episode.
Wake up! You're a sooking, whinging LOSER, Kim!
36 hours from the beginning of my 'banned'/questioned worried, I feel some hope, but, heck, I'll go to the doctor anyway.
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Friday, December 12th, 2003

Time:7:27 pm.
Mood: lethargic.
Well, I'm back. I can't be bothered going into a full thrown version of what went down in Sydney tonight, I'm mainly still at the catching up on emails and board posts stage, and trying to write Christmas cards somewhere in between. I was happy with how little I spent in Sydney (around $200, mainly on pub trans and food out), and I went to Forest Hill and Knox today and blew the other $200 in spending money on Xmas presents and stuff for myself. Blah.

Well, I thought I could be bothered typing but I can't. I'm going down to Wheelers Hill Safeway later to get some Pepsi on special for my Mum, and going through Denae's checkout cos it's not as embarassing rocking up to a checkout with 10 bottles of Pepsi ONLY in your trolley when it's your friend. Lunch tomorrow at Wheelers.

Might go lounge around on my bed and daydream for 30 mins.

~Kim back, Kim out.
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003

Time:5:33 pm.
Mood: happy.
Well, this is it, I'm heading off to Sydney tomorrow. I haven't really kept as up to date with this journal as I used to in October and would have liked. Oh well, what can you do? This is what you get when you speak to people too much online instead of typing to yoruself.

Anyway, so tomorrow we leave. Barely tomorrow, seeing as we'll be up and out the door by 5:30 A.M.. Loz reckons she is now scared to fly because she's either picturing the plane flying up into the air and then falling back down or the plane getting taken over by terrorists. Um, right, not going to happen.

Hmm, well I'm starting to say my goodbyes, it feels like I'm not going to see these people or speak to them for months, when really it's going to be no more than 2 weeks by the time I catch back up with everyone. But still, I can't help bit miss people, work friends, regular friends, net friends (lol), etc, already, and I havent even left yet!

Oh well, next time I write it will be time for me to boast all abotu my trip. May even HTML this deal so I can put a few pictures up, when I scab the use of a scanner off someone, lol.

I want to finish this up for the simple reason that I want to check out my posts, because the boards aren't working regularly, blah to that. I need my fix before I leave!

Is it wrong to still miss someone who you KNOW is bad for you but you canm't get out of your head, especially what might have been? Cos I kinda still miss a certain someone, I'm starting to think now it's because I never had closure on it. Blah.

Alrightey, Kim out~ be good anyone who reads this, and don't miss me too much.
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003

Time:7:07 pm.
Mood: indescribable.
Woohooo I love sexay convos. Thesday night was HOTT and tonight was a good runner up. When I put it online I'll post the address here. Whoa, great stuff. Road trip is going to be a ripper!

In other news I went to the hairdresser. Since when was 5 cm 10 cm? I know they're not the brightest peopel in the world, but come on, it's not THAT hard. NOw my hair is just under my shoulders and omg. Geez. Anyway.

I'm tired cos I have a cold and Paulie has the hots for me and yeah.

~Kim out.
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Monday, November 17th, 2003

Time:4:39 pm.
Mood: sad.
Thought about taking a sheet of Panadols today after my Mum was a total bitch to me. Now I'm realy tired and only telling net people what I have really been thinking and stuff. Anyway, I'm doing a bit better. But no matter how much my mum suddenly decides to be nice its not going to change the fact that I'm really upset by this morning's nastiness. Anyway, I may have a quick nap tonight after dinner and before work cos i don't want to drive to work or be at work half asleep and I want to stay up late and watch the AMAs when I get home.

I'm out, ~Kim (the burden to the world)
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003

Time:3:46 pm.
Mood: okay.
Phew, it's SOOOOO hot! It's 37 C (99F for any Americans reading) and I've been struggling cos if I use the air con or fan in the car it heats up so I have to drive around with the windows down sweltering. At least I got a short sleeved shirt for work, finally, but I don't think it will make much difference tonight. If I have to go clean the carpark, there will be trouble.

And then there is work early tomorrow morning in the city! I hope it won't be hot tomorrow!

Wednesday night - best night in ages. Went out with Jodi and Hayley and got drunk on Midori and lemonades, Cowboy shots, and alcoholic slurpees, staying up til 430 AM and actually dancing, driving home with a hangover, all great stuff. We're going again next week. Woot woot.

I'm too hot to write more. ~Kim
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

Time:8:09 pm.
Mood: pensive.
I love having my friends, I really do. And maybe it sounds stupid, but the people who I find I can share the most with are the people who I only wish I could see face to face. I enjoy the two way confidence, the way I can open up to them in ways I wish I could with my real life friends, and the way I get to help them out when they're having a rough trot or telling me the best news of their life. It's great to go through the highs and lows with these people.

Sometimes I feel like I can only give so much to them. It's either the fact where, in one case I feel like all I'm getting is their problems with seemingly no end in sight and I run out of will to continue listening even though I do, or in another case I wish I was in person where the third dimension exists and when I have no words I can do one of my favourite things to do - hug them, show my support and my care for them and that I really appreciate them, that kind of thing.

I wish I could continue but of course the high and mighty queen of the house Lauren is going to commandeer this. Cya ~Kim
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003

Time:8:00 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Bada bing bada boom...

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

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Time:7:53 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Life blows. It seriously does.
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Saturday, October 18th, 2003

Time:6:03 pm.
Mood: bored.
Whoops, didn't finish that last entry. I guess I was kicked off suddenly by Loz. Yeah so I was a big hit with the Midori.

I should be at work right now but I have to go to Beck's birthday party, where I am going to have to suffer at a Chinese restaurant. Maybe I should be photographer. But I don't have film. Hmm...I might ask mum to borrow til Monday.

Wow, rare nice moment from Loz, she actually lent me a film. How good is that? Because earlier she kicked me off here in the middle of a convo with Derek (where I was doing all the talking) and she said 5 mins, which turned into a 35 min fight with Tania. Sheesh. When I got back the 2 people I was talking to had gone. Silly loser.

Yep so Denae is picking me up tonight, cos I have been driving her around the past 2 days. Last night I stayed at Amelia's house sitting house again and drank too much drink, I could barely get off the couch. It took awhile.

Hmm well not much else to report on. I have nothing to wear to this stupid place tonight. It is going to smell gross. I'm not going to be eating anything. And Amelia and I are the only ones not driving I think so we probably won't bother drinking. I can't afford it, I've still got to save for Sydney and I am now missing tonight's pay. Blah.

Anyway, I'm going to do a bit of work on my Road Trip web page. I'm doing maps across the country atm.

This is all for now. Kim out.

~Kim
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